Breath & Shadow
October 2026 - Vol. 23, Issue 5
"Make It Weird"
written by
Jaxx Davis
Make it weird.
Scream at me
In the middle of the street
and tell me that part of me
is also part of you
and how
we should recognise each other.
Rest your cane against my chair
and hear my stories about the queerness
of being an everything fucker upper.
Let's count bruises from our many falls,
swap TMI until daylight fades
(does TMI exist when you're
queer and disabled?),
even if after
we will never see each other again.
I crave for that connection
and sense of recognition,
for there to be an us
When there was one.
So I look at all the bodies
when I'm outside
to see if I'm not alone.
That hint of gay,
a little limp,
a kiss, an aid,
a bit of weird,
a sign that others like me exist
in this liminal space.
We are all connected
in this bit of understanding.
We don't know each other
but we know each other
and isn't that
the most beautiful thing?
Jaxx Davis (they/them) is a queer and disabled activist, artist, and writer from the Netherlands. Bedridden with severe ME, they write and create from their bed, creating simple but raw works about their life and the world.
You can find them at @slaapkameractivist and @singularitypoetry (art account) on social media.

