Breath & Shadow
Summer 2025 - Vol. 22, Issue 3
a poem about a goldfish
written by
Ali MacLeod
In a poem about a goldfish,
I eat little flakes of brine shrimp and lecithin.
I catch them, floating, on the edge of my lip,
and I do not forget to eat until 3pm
and then wolf down a peanut butter sandwich.
In a poem about a goldfish,
I hover in my rock cave for hours,
making only slight flutters of my fins,
doing nothing much more than gulping,
without a concerned friend
phoning the police, or my mom –
at worst I get a tap on the glass.
In a poem about a goldfish,
I grow to the size of my tank,
and no further.
In a poem about a goldfish,
it is understood that I
will be limited by the bowl that contains me.
In a poem about a goldfish,
I am a pretty thing on the counter.
In a poem about a goldfish,
No one will be surprised when I die.
In a poem about a goldfish,
I struggle for breath the same as always
When the blue plastic net scoops me out
And deposits me in a temporary container.
I thrash about my interim confinement.
I threaten to leap to the floor.
I watch and worry and gulp and wait
Until I’m back in my rock cave again.
Muddled brown plastic.
Too-bright leaves.
And fish flakes,
Snowing down on me once more.
Ali MacLeod is a writer, a performer, and a creative producer of video and tabletop games. When she is not pretending to be an elf of some kind, she enjoys walking to the bookstore, walking home from the bookstore, and then later returning to the same bookstore. She studied Literary Arts and Modern Culture & Media at Brown University, and currently lives in Chicago with her spouse, their cat, and an ever-expanding collection of ceramic lighthouses. Her literary work has previously been featured in Pangyrus, DON’T SUBMIT!, and the Brown Classical Journal, among others.


