Breath & Shadow
Spring 2025 - Vol. 22, Issue 2
"Stickers Cover My Fingers"
written by
Mercury Sunderland
stickers cover my fingers. i
don’t remember getting out the
sticker book. i
see my own mirrored image
in the reflection of silver wrapping. i
can’t get the pixellated noise
out of my ears. so i
gently peel from my fingertips. i
hold my breath & make sure
i don’t dig too deep. i
find myself trapped to a portal
of an alternate reality. so i
bring soap & water to cleanse
the glue from my nails. i
scrub deep & draw blood. i
take the band-aid to sop up. my
finger weeping grand canyons. i
am forgetting cotton swabs
to bring to sponges. i
swab myself in candle wax
to bring a waterproof coating. so
instead i find myself in this
room. waiting
for the doors upon doorways. i
open & close
& find nothing. so instead i
regurgitate myself
on the holy throne. i
disintegrate into glitter
& find myself escaping
yet still found everywhere.
Mercury Sunderland (he/him) is an autistic gay trans man from Seattle. He's been published by University of Amsterdam's Writer's Block, UC Davis' Open Ceilings, UC Riverside's Santa Ana River Review, and UC Santa Barbara's Spectrum.