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Breath & Shadow

2007 - Vol. 4, Issue 5

"Walk to the Fire–Tower"

written by

Thomas Gagnon

Away from the blazing sun highway,
I follow my uncle,
whose mechanical skill


I have never mastered:
the saw cuts crooked,
the screwdriver slips.


I feel a part of the world is shut to me.


My uncle years on years ago
fiddled and found the keys to machines;
now here we walk and talk
in tall tree territory.


My uncle opens his reality.


Separation from his wife;
a needy roommate;
a psychoanalyst
impassive, except about cunnilingus.


"What is cunnilingus?"
I ask my uncle, whose eyes
slide toward mine: "Never mind,
young fellatio — right?"


I let my uncle joke about my tendency.


Away into a narrow dirt path, we ascend
to the fire–tower and its little steps
that inspire vertigo halfway up
but, like Bunyan's Everyman,


I am rewarded


by green breasts of mountains —
unoriginal thought, young fellatio!
I chided myself.
What else undulates?


"You can't see much,"
my uncle declared.
"Everything's covered by fog.
So much for adventure."


A sculptor, a sculptor,
I was straining to recall,
who formed curves except,
oddly, not for female breasts.


Ah, yes,
Michelangelo mountains!

Thomas Gagnon is a tutor at CAUSE (Consumers and Alliances United for Supported Education) at Quincy Mental Health Center and at the Boston Learning Center. He has been writing poetry for about five years, after Boston poet Jack Powers gave him a book by Rilke, and he is currently revising a novel tentatively called Yours, Loco.

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