Breath & Shadow
Spring 2015 - Vol. 12, Issue 2
"Dark Arrow Down" and "Dome"
written by
Julie Kim Shavin
"Dark Arrow Down"
The poet sleeps as he must,
as he cannot sleep -
I am a lone boat in darkness, he conjures,
inhale: the wind
exhale: whistle of sails
sometimes rocks himself
as though orphan, foundling
or just mishap of love
needy mouth of night, prone,
one foot atop the other
rock, rock on water
dark arrow of heart moored
to dark marrow of oar
simpers, prays
to a god of man-like ears
now wind now sails
in the blue-blood lair -
blue before the incredible
indelible
catastrophe of air.
"Dome"
Every day,
five or six times a day.
I go hunting.
Any woman half my age
is no stranger to blood.
Seven, eight, nine times a day
and through the night, too.
What I'm hunting is you,
whom I've never seen or felt
but whose heart,
for all I know,
beats, beats now.
I, a reflex, lost another.
"Tissue," said the doctor,
adjusting his watch.
"Platitude," said my brother,
matching up socks.
"Is it such a big deal,"
said my mother,
rattling her pots.
Oh my brother, my mother,
did you not know that
that warm ooze for
five nights and days
was part of you as well,
the swell that settled hourly,
the carrion knell,
the consummate cleansing
that only death can do?
I'm on the warpath now
stalking every moment,
certain I see red.
Just one spot
and again my heart
will enlarge, stretch,
curve like a dome,
to bury, to carry you,
eternally, home.
Raised in Georgia, Julianza (Julie) Shavin, is a composer, writer, and visual artist who adopted the Rocky Mountains as home in 1993, on doctor's orders. Recipient of three Pikes Peak Arts Council grants, she was named 2011 PPAC Performance Poet of the Year; in 2012, Page Poet. She is reworking her fourth book of poetry. She collaborates with New York-based spoken word artist Hank Beukema, and is an animal-welfare advocate, working with many rescues online. She was a journalist before disability ended her career in 1987.