Breath & Shadow
Fall 2021 - Vol. 18, Issue 4
"Surgery" and "Two Memorable Dawns"
written by
Wesley D. Sims
"Surgery"
One turning point
is all it takes to take
one road diverging.
One day, one minute,
one moment,
is all you need
to change your path.
Can you hear
the loss of hearing?
Can you hear
the verdict surgery?
Can you hear
him say it’s urgent?
Can you feel—
a team of doctors,
taking turns for ten long hours,
penetrating, probing through
both linings of the brain?
Can you sense
the loss of balance,
learning how to walk again,
can you feel a lasting headache?
Can you, after all
the work is done,
after all the healing comes,
Can you walk alone,
not staggering?
Can you, smiling, still say, Blessed?
"Two Memorable Dawns"
The sun beams strong this morning
glinting on the dove-white marble
tombstone of my great-great-grandfather,
my centerpiece of the cemetery.
Two wives buried on either side of him,
the first worn down by sacrifice,
war-time burdens, and deaths
of three young children.
I cannot fathom the trouble he tasted.
Endured deep darkness of the Civil War
living in Alabama woods
to avoid conscription and killing,
and to help feed his family.
Like the veterans of that war,
he didn’t talk about those lean years,
those mean and trying years—
living on wild game and hard tack,
avoiding rattlesnakes and soldiers,
seldom seeing his children.
Near war’s end he brought his family
to Tennessee for a fresh start,
a place to forget lost family members.
A quiet man, gentle soul, conscientious
objector, his eyes held deep compassion
and the blue of a summer sky.
Perhaps it was the war,
or the loss of his children
and father to measles and small pox.
Or maybe the voice he heard
near a rose bush ablaze with healing
sunshine one desperate dawn
after losing his only son,
that shook his soul and warmed his heart.
He claimed the promise, kept his vow,
became a Methodist minister.
To share good news and offer hope.
To teach others how to embrace love
and transform swords into plows.
Wesley Sims has published three chapbooks of poetry: When Night Comes, (Finishing Line Press, 2013); Taste of Change, (Iris Press, 2019); and A Pocketful of Little Poems, (Amazon, 2020).
His work has appeared in Artemis Journal, Connecticut Review, G.W. Review, Liquid Imagination, Pine Mountain Sand and Gravel, Novelty Magazine, Poem, Poetry Quarterly, Bewildering Stories, and several others.
He lost hearing completely in one ear and has severe hearing loss in the other.