Breath & Shadow
Winter 2018 - Vol. 15, Issue 1
"Forgotten", "Burned Memoirs", and "Voodoo"
written by
Sergio Ortiz
"Forgotten"
He arrived from Lebanon
ready to repair and sell carpets.
Gold and ruby fibers
put the mystery of time to rest.
He doesn't know
the twentieth century
will part like a blizzard,
same as every other.
When night barges in
without hands
ticking won't be necessary
―mountains
and magical mango trees
will shed the last light
of a lost recollection.
Blood says nothing
of his Maronite prayers
or of his grief in an old
Kobayat alley
where he scattered
his childhood.
A longing for an Arabic
call to prayer is rare.
"Burned Memoirs"
I've kept them for so long
they smell like scandal.
One after another
they rhapsodized our days
with unimaginable desires,
forbidden wines
that never ripened
poured on the dregs.
Burned in the backyard
they no longer mean anything
only the coal of years
or perhaps your fruit, supposed nest
of tenderness, barely the blade
of a paper flag
blackened by polluted winds.
The photographs responsible
for the ferocity of earth
multiply inside my memory
like your skin once agitated
my breathe.
You're nothing, I'm nothing,
this never happened
and for the time being
the always treacherous memory
will be our dubious shore.
"Voodoo"
He offered me
a handmade box
with floral motifs
and voodoo pins
inside, four tiny children
nailed to my body.
He said: I'm yours
even if required to prick
the bolt between my legs
and that viscera, the heart.
Pessimistic butterflies flew.
I heard their flapping
in the shadows. The snap
of a nonexistent tongue.
Sergio A. Ortiz is a two-time Pushcart nominee, a four-time Best of the Web nominee, and 2016 Best of the Net nominee. His poems have appeared or are forthcoming in Valparaiso Poetry Review, Loch Raven Review, Drunk Monkeys, Algebra Of Owls, Free State Review, and The Paragon Journal. He is currently working on his first full-length collection of poems, Elephant Graveyard.