Breath & Shadow
Winter 2015 - Vol. 12, Issue 1
"I have Painted"
written by
Margarita Tenser
I have painted
round the legs of furniture
it was so heavy, and my hands so tired
(I forgot.)
Now there is wet paint between
me and the door
through which I should have hauled this chest of drawers
and this coffee table. Press
on! Do not
lose focus
wander
and
play
checkers on the internet
or read about Sidney Newman’s foiled attempt
at a female Doctor Who, and end up
with a floor half-done
forever. Doggedly
press on, although I know
that now there will be outlines
if I rearrange;
beige ghosts of living past
head-shakers
tattletales.
Decide to paint the bald spots later
maybe do them
in another colour, so it’s artsy
and stuff. Although
I know
I won’t.
oh
look
now
I have painted myself
into a corner.
Margarita Tenser is a Ukrainian-born Aussie who harbours an irrational dislike of chocolate, works in a television-adjacent industry and spends a lot of time procrastinating on writing. Her poetry has been published in Voiceworks, Strange Horizons, and Stone Telling, and her official blog can be found at http://thepresenttenser.wordpress.com.